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[Monday
August 29th, 2005 at 9:16pm] |
LAST PERSON WHO...
x. Slept in your bed:me cuz im a lonely guy
x. Saw you cry: crystal
x. Made you cry: prolly my parents and stress
x. Spent the night : prolly teddy
x. You went to the movies with: my x crystal
x. You went to the mall with: my x crystal,friend chris and paul
x. Yelled at you: i dunno im tryin to think if the cop yelled at me sat night but i dont think he did
x. Sent you an email: lj comments
x. You kissed: my x crystal
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it: ya its not a term i like to throw around lightly
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet:ya
x. Been to New York:no
x. Florida: no never never
x. California: no but hopefully will one day
x. Hawaii: no
x. Mexico:no but i dont see why nt i mean i am half mexican
x. China: no
x. Canada: hell no
x. Danced naked: no cuz it wouldnt be a pretty sight
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: no nothing lucky happens to me and i dont dream anymore
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: sometimes because life as a female is easier at times
RANDOM
x. Red or blue: blue
x. Spring or Fall: fall
x. Are you bored: yes
x. Last noise you heard: me sneeze
x. Last time you went out of the state: when i went with teddy to georgia
x. Things you like in a girl/guy: eyes and personality they must like me for who i am and give me a lil room
x. Do you have a crush on someone: not really but i did
x. What book are you reading now: i dont read i dont like to
x. Worst feeling in the world: thinking you have someone and then they dont even want you because they waited to long for you to come to them and i am always being rejected so
x. What is the first thing you do when you wake up: go to the bathroom to pee
x. How many rings before you answer: as many as it takes before i answer my phone
x. Future daughter's name: i dont really want one
x. Future son's name: i would like for it to be Robert Jordan Hill jr. or Robert Jordan Hill II
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no but my cat sleeps with me
x. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? an auto macanhic or living on the money of a retired navy seal
x. Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous: righty
x. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys: no and its sad cuz i am in a typing class right now to
x. What's under your bed: nothing but my tile floor
x. Favorite sport to watch: the x games i kow its not a sport but its still good and it contains them
x. Current Age: 16
x. Sibling: Nope.
x. Location: Lakeland.
x. College plans: not going to college
x. Piercings: just my nipples i took the ones in my ears out
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: i quit as of yesterday 8/28/05
x. Do you drink: i quit as of yesterday 8/28/05
x. Who is your best friend: i dont really have a best friend
x. What are you most scared of: spiders and roaches
x. What clothes do you sleep in: boxers and a wife beater or just boxers
x. Who is the last person who called you: my x crystal
x. Where do you want to get married: i dont know and besides it might never happen to me
x. Who do you really hate: people who dont like me or hate me
x. Favorite number: i dunno 21
x. Been in love: yes
x. What type of automobile do you drive: an acura legend
x. Are you timely or always late?: timely but i am late on accasions
x. Do you have a job: yes
x. Do you like being around people: the people i like yes
x. Are you for world peace: i am but i know there will never be world peace unless theearth is destroyed and no one lived
x. Are you a health freak: hell no i eat what i want whenever i want
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yes plenty of times
x. Have you ever cried over someone of the opposite sex: no
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: mostly the ones that will hurt me in the end but i guessi just dont have good luck in the relationship department
x. Want someone you don't have right now: yes but i dont have anyone i wish i had "someone"
x. Are you lonely right now: yes very
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: im not afraid because if it dont happen then it wasnt ment to be
x. Do you want to get married: yes
x. Do you want kids: yes but only a kid
FAVORITE
x. Room in house: my room
x. Type(s) of music: rock old school rock punk poppunk stuff like that emo
x. Band: dont have one
x. Memory: when i was at cocoa beach with teddy and my x crystal and we watched casey blow chunks from being super drunk
x. Day of the week: friday
x. Color: pink and black and i willl be have pink and black braces pretty soon mabe
x. Perfume or cologne: axe or adidas
x. Month: june
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: no
x. Bought something: yea
x. Gotten sick: no
x. Sang: yes
x. Said "I Love You": no i dont have anyone to say that to
x. Met someone new: no
x. Moved on: no i am not able to do that i get hung up on people but cover up my true feelings and push those people away
x. Talked to someone: not like actually talked but ya just a lite convo
x. Missed someone: yes i always miss someone because i have no one
x. Hugged someone: no i have no one jeez im starting to sound lonely as hell
x. Kissed someone: no no one to kiss damn wtf at these questions do they want people to get depressed
x. Fought with your parents: no
x. Had a lot of sleep: no
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[Sunday
August 28th, 2005 at 9:23pm] |
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doesnt it suck how people some how end up hating you well not to many people like me right now weither it be them or me being an asshole man i am so alone and really feel like no one cares about me except my parents i just miss the feeling of having that someone there for me and being able to be there for that someone i know i am not ready to date yet because i basically just got out of my relationship which i indeed ruined and i think she pretty much hates me now which i dont blame her because i could never really make her happy and give her what she wanted i guess i just need to calm down and if anyone likes then they will have to speak up because i just guess im not good at looking at the sighns sent to me by girls i really do miss the feeling of someone being there but i guess i dont really need that because im not in the best of conditions right now i have to clean up my act first and get in the right mind and get truly happy with myself which im not happy with the decisions i have been making lately but hey no one but my parents care so whatever ok well to anyone who does care and to my future someone by for now
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[Saturday
August 27th, 2005 at 1:27pm] |
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so well i hope this party is all that it is cracked up to be and i hope i meet some one or something and then go to school on monday and then people be like o yeah i remember you but whatever its gonna be a guys night out i guess me teddy and casey or will which ever that kid is called o and for as for my new lj im almost there having a bit of name trouble but almost there
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[Friday
August 26th, 2005 at 11:37pm] |
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well first day if work and let me tell you it was hard and boring ok ok and now about my life it does hurt knowing that you have waited to long and the fact that i will once again i will e alone for a long time because i am an idiot and couldnt read the sighns i was given for something better than what i had yeah i know im silent and you cant stand that but this is me im nothing special nothing grand aparently im stpidas shit to but if no one likes me or will try to be my friend or even more then i guess i dont need anyone even though the one i want is so far away but im not getting her anytime soon so i guess i will just be me and alone me at my best and i know im not im not a "looker" so i guess me even trying isnt important so there is use so i will be leaving this thing just how i always do alone and nothing to fall back on o and the party i guess i will be going as a single person
love is a pointless and stupid battle so why try im just goingto resign my position and be alone
so stupid everything is pointless trying to get someone to care for you when they use to so much and now all you can do is watch things slip away you end up from being on top to just being dirt low just the fact that you even cared like you did gave me strength but now that its to late and you have moved on what d i have left just an empty seat everywhere i go just me myself and no one else
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[Thursday
August 25th, 2005 at 6:37pm] |
i havent been on in a while because my computer broke and right now i am using my parents ok well here is some recent events for you all
last week i got sick with mono last wednesday well i went to school thursday and then i went home at the start of second period and i was so sicki begged to go to the doctor so i went to the doctor on friday anywho i ended up getting strep throat on top of it and get this the person i loved and loved me didnt even come over to see how i was doing when i asked her to actually she had better things to do like go to a football game and then go riding around town and then she broke p with me later that night isnt that some shit matter of fact man i am glad she loved me shows how some bitch people are well from thursday to sunday i wass laying in bed i couldnt eat and could hardly swallow i went to school on tuesday and from my strep throat half of my throat was poped out and all red and swollen and well now i am getting over in i guess i have some thins to change now that i am single and let me tell you from here to the jenkins side i feel like i wasted alot of gas for some bitch to jut break up with me for no reason but just being a bitch but hey no hard feelings i hadnt eaten a full meal until last night and i have lost alot of weight and for my computer my mother bored got fried and the warrenty wasnt over yet so we sent it in and the company is giving me a brand new computer so life is turing around but it doesnt feel good to feel like everything was such a waste of my time everything in my last journal just ignore ignore to shit and i am going to get a new lj so be looking up soon
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[Monday
August 8th, 2005 at 6:40pm] |
so i said some things i didnt mean yesterday and crystal i love you
i just pulled out the stiches from my mouth and i feel better but i can still feel some stiches i missed some and they are under my gum i want to go some where like see crystal but i dont think you want to see me and you are prolly hanging out with one of your friends so i will just sit here being lonely and bored
well off to do something productive like put stickers one one of my folders ok
i love crystal wilson
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[Saturday
August 6th, 2005 at 11:29pm] |
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sometimes things are a little rocky but here are the good times things to help us remember what we are all about
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[Saturday
August 6th, 2005 at 1:03pm] |
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ok so im low on money actually have no money and low on fuel actually almost on e and i think we are having problems at home i got home work from my informal geometry teacher and i dont know how to do it i mean really i dont i need help with it its adding fractions and i think subtracting multiplying and dividing them as well and i cant do anything with fractions not one job has called me back yet target nor ihop im so frustrted nothing is going good except me and crystal and warped tour tomorrow maybe i will be able to xcape this house and town for a lil bit i dunno ahhh everything is going hard right now i dont know what to do anyone wanna help me with my home work
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[Wednesday
August 3rd, 2005 at 9:53pm] |
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sometimes or most of the times do you feel like you arent good enough like you are making life harder on people like you are being a let down to the people around you it hurts so bad everything isnt fine in my life im screwing everything up everytime i turn around im a failure i screw up so much at home in my relationships im nothing but a screw up bye everyone
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[Wednesday
August 3rd, 2005 at 4:08pm] |
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well i get home and my parent had a talk about my ears with me today and i told him the whole was the same size and he made a big deal out of everything and told me if the hole got bigger there would be consiquences and i sai well just to piss you off i will make it bigger and he was like if you do that you will have to find a new place to live so i was like is that what you want me to leave if so then im gone and then i went to go buy some shoes with my left over school shoppin money so i picked up some shoes and got the ones i wanted i was told by the guy in havoc that i should be the only one in lakeland with these shoes the es eric koston k7s so i am the only one in lakeland with them which is cool then i get home and was like well i got some shoes and then my parent decides to rip into me again because i took some 11 dollar ribeyes when i went camping i said i will replace them and he was like you cant replace them i was like ok well i can replace them he was like it is black angus you cant replace them so i was you know what i will replace them he started getting angry so i was like whatever you are getting mad at everything so now im in my room im not going to eat tonight or anyother night as long as he is cooking or the food is bought by him so im going to buy and pay for my own stuff and look for my own place so he wont be able to get pist off at me and start yelling over something stupid so im happy i got some shoes no one else in lakeland has score for me ok peace out everyone o yea i need help looking for a place to live on my own @ 16 anyone help ok thanks
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[Monday
August 1st, 2005 at 7:37pm] |
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well i got my wisdom tooth taken out today i am in so much pain i just took my pain med. im going to bed if anyone wants to get ahold of me cqll me if i dont answer its cause im too asleep i have swallowed and spit out so much blood today ok well goodnight everyone o yea saved the best for last Crystal i love you
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[Sunday
July 31st, 2005 at 7:26pm] |
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so things jave been ok but mostly rocky i guess im not being the best person to my special someone and i dont know what to do because i feel like im losing someone and something very great and i just dont know how to make you happy with me anymore Crystal i love you so much and i dont want to lose you i will do just about anything to keep you
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[Thursday
July 28th, 2005 at 1:19am] |
now that you opened this follow what it says to do!
Friday = Love
Post this in the next 200 seconds and you WILL have THE best day of your life THIS FRIDAY. You're number one *love* Will either kiss you, ask you out, or call you or better. If you break this chain you will have a lousy day on FRIDAY
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[Wednesday
July 27th, 2005 at 12:27am] |
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man what the fuck i planned to go to the beach and spend a few days there and now everyone cancels man what the fuck the only people will be me teddy casey and teddys sister and her boy friend god damn im never gonna plan anything ever again you know why because it is a big let down when everyone cancels excpet the guys man what the hell fuckn everything is going down the drain whats the se in going if its only gonna be just guys i mean seriously i want to go so bad to fuck man i hate this everyone cancel some fuckin back to school beach trip this is see if i do anything for people again just to let me down now i have one question out of the kids that are going or supposedly going with me to warped tour are any of you canceling cuz if so i want to know right now?
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[Tuesday
July 26th, 2005 at 11:21pm] |
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so this goes out to whoever got my girlfriend angry fuck you today was such a good day and you ruined it by beain some kind of a bitch now i dont know you or anything about you but i can say i dont like you because you made my girlfriend crystal get mad so fuck you that is all beach niggas thurs-sun yeahhhhh
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[Tuesday
July 26th, 2005 at 10:49am] |
YOUR CAUGHT!!! If you REALLY LIKE SOMEONE right now AND MISS THEM and can't get them out of your head then re-post this within 1 mintute and whoever you are missing will surprise you tomorrow.
IF YOU BREAK THIS YOU WILL HAVE THE WORST DAY OF YOUR LIFE TOMORROW!!
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[Monday
July 25th, 2005 at 11:54pm] |
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ok everyone who wants to go to the beach with me this goes out to you i am going to get out of work friday so we can leave in the morning and then get back and go to coco for the weekend unless we leave thursday and go to the beach and go to coco for thursday- sunday ok if ur coming bring money cuz i dont know how much i will have probably close to nothing ok well if ur coming get in contact with me through live journal or im something ok well peace out
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[Sunday
July 24th, 2005 at 11:41pm] |
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well today was uneventful not boring but kinda boring i saw Crystal for like 10 or 15 minutes which i liked tomorrow i go to the dentist and maybe get 4 teeth taken out so i will come home and die ok well off to bed i go anyone want to join lol j/k
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[Sunday
July 24th, 2005 at 1:35pm] |
yeah i got my schedual to finally they send it to the right address
1 inf geometry
2 bus sys & tech
3 team sports 1
4 english 3
which i guess is ok so im not gonna try and change anything i do wonder what other classes i will have later in the year today i have nothing to do and not a lot of gas to do anything i want to go school shopping but no money and my parents havent given me any yet which they probably wont they will most and likely come with me to go shopping which i guess is ok and we will stay in lakeland to shop im not like the cool rich kids that go outta town to shop ::sigh:: but again nothing to do today which makes me bored as hell and why is everyone getting all pissed off all a sudden on my friends posts well anyway im out bye and i miss crystal
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[Friday
July 22nd, 2005 at 10:37am] |
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ok this goes out to every girl on my livejournal that is single
is there something your missing in life perhaps a boy maybe you want someone to hold you make you feel safe or someone to kiss and be there for you if so get in contact with me because
i have the boy for you
 
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